Through music

It's been in the past for a while, I get a flash and a smile, am I crazy? Still miss you baby. It was real, it was right, but it burned too hot to survive. All that's left is all this ashes. Where does love go, I don't know. When it's all said and done. How could I be losing you forever, after all the time we spent together. I have to know why I have to lose you. Now you just become like everything I'll never find again, at the bottom of the ocean.
In a dream you appeared, for a while you were here, so I keep sleeping, just to keep you with me. I'll draw a map, connect the dots, with all the memories that I got, what I'm missing I'll keep re-living. - Bottom of the ocean *by Miley Cyrus


Essa música é tudo que eu penso e tenho pra dizer agora, é a música que mais me toca quando estou triste, é essa música que depois de eu ter recebido notícias ruins sobre o crush, eu ouço e quase choro. Essa música é tão linda. Uma das minhas preferidas. Estava ouvindo acidentalmente (por causa do rádioblog da Lia) logo depois de pensar na idiotice que -pra mim- o crush está cometendo. Mas pra ele não é nada disso, é a melhor coisa de todas, pelo que percebi. Vai fundo. Parte o meu coração e acaba logo com isso. Porque você é like everything I'll never find again, at the bottom of the ocean.

You know, just take her hand, love with all your heart. Soon you will know that you're just wasting time. Break hearts, and soon you will be a broken heart. Be with who doesn't get your humor, be with who doesn't get your heart, be with who doesn't care about you, be with who doesn't get your feelings. Well, correct me if I'm wrong, please. I just want an end. Go on, be happy. Is this what you want to hear? Now I'm saying. Goodbye. - Júlia pra alguém que nunca vai ler esse blog.
Isso agora, porque segunda-feira vou estar apaixonada de novo.
All the way down.


This is it. Let go. Breathe. You don't have to love for me to, baby, ever understand. Just know of all the time that we both had, and I don't ever wanna see you sad, be happy. And I don't wanna hold you if you don't wanna tell me you love me babe, just know I'm gonna have to walk away, I'll be big enough for both of us to say: be happy.

~<3